sad events...

well, today is a sad day for me...the only happy thing was that i passed my powered pleasure craft driver license today... though its a barely pass... but i still made it..haha

but right after i told my friends i passed... i realised my ring was missing... i was so sainz.. i tried to find by backtracking all the way back to the test area.. but stil can't find it... den from there, i got veri sad and paranoid... thinking it was a bad omen...and start to imagining things.. and i got veri affected and sad...

well, to keep things short.. this week plus last week, can say it was one of my saddest week for quitee some time le.. last week was i was in camp.. i broke down over camp stuff/issues.. being veri tired, both emotionally and physcially...

and now, over some issues with my gf... but well, hopefully everything will go well... these few stuff made me think of many stuffs...both past and present....

one friend asked me this question "If there's one thing you can change in the past, wad would it be?"

i answered directly " this one have to think. there are too many things i would want to change. have to choose correctly"