Ear Operation Successful?

well, my ear op was successful. as the doctor found out what they wanted to know - the cause of my loss of hearing in my right ear.

the doctor found out that my condition of the Cholesteatoma was quite bad... the initial findings last ear was that one of the 3 middle ear bones was missing...but the doctor discussed with the board of directors, and concluded i was born with this missing bone...

but after the surgery.. the doctor told me that my condition was quite bad.. my ear drum was already retracted very inwards and there were lots of skin and water in my middle ear... and my tat missing bone was "eaten" up due to the infection of the skin present inside my middle ear..

in short.. my condition was quite bad.. but luckily still.. the op still has to be done otherwise it will become worser..

now i m resting at home... with dressing around my right ear... can't bath properly... can't do lots of stuff as it will affect my ear... can't wear my specs too... so can't see things properly.... can't make fast movement... can't chew fast... can't bend down my head.. otherwise blood will flow out of my right ear... sigh......

now i'm just curious how did this happen to me....